|Jake made this for me. The dresser.|
I don't know if he minds. I haven't asked him. He has been hard at work working, and then hard at work building me a bathroom and new bedroom. I go to work, then come home and watch tv and stress. Then I stress about stressing. I have horrible anxiety about our trip to Seattle. I don't want to be away from work for that long.
Don't get me wrong. I NEED a vacation. He needs to get home to see his family. But I will just stress the entire time. I will just think about work the whole time. I need to learn how to turn my brain off.
Please don't think I'm complaining. I'm not. At all. I really enjoy my job. I love the power. I like that I can jump behind the bar and make a few extra hundred bucks. The weird thing is I don't even have a stressful job. I have great coworkers and I'm lucky to have a great boss. I'm putting all this stress on myself because I like to be perfect. Not sure where this work ethic came from. I sure didn't have it in school. Anyone else out there married to anything besides their husbands? Kelly